20 April 2015
Heavenly Father is tricky. Truly. I need to update you on one of the greatest miracles of my mission.
Samantha.
She's the one that I met when I was a month out on my mission in Fairbanks. then, remember? that we walked five miles to church once? But then she moved to anchorage to be with an exboyfriend and broke my heart.
God knew what he was doing, see, and sent me after her. I opened the area book and found myself staring at my own handwriting, because her record was there. CRAZY. okay. its great. so we start teaching her again, and she was different this time. A little of her happy go lucky light had been snuffed. She spoke more seriously, and sighed more.
Samantha is a funny one. I couldn't even really tell for a while if she wanted to be taught again. Something told us to continue though.
weeks have passed, and it takes me stepping back to see that Samantha has changed even since I have gotten here. She started, I dunno... actively listening. Samantha is athabaskan, which is a native tribe from Canada, and somehow almost all the other people we're teaching are Alaska native women. so she had a support group. We started a weekly discussion group at bishop's house, so that investigators could teach each other, and she came. when we were introducing ourselves, she said "there's something here that I want". that was one of the first times I saw her take a step toward the church.
she clicked with an incredible recent convert named trina, who is also native. They have a spiritual kindship, and its cool to see. it came to a point when we needed to have a DTR, and so we opted to teach Baptism again, in detail this time.
I found myself pouring my heart into that lesson. telling her all about my experience with her as a new missionary. How I had hoped and prayed so much for her, how I felt she had so much potential. How I felt like our work wasn't done together, and she could be more than what she was right now, and that the way to do that was to be baptized.
And you know what? She accepted. This time, she gets it. she knows its gonna be hard but she reckognizes it needs to happen. MIRACLE. and get this, this is my favorite part.
The very first time we met,
walking around the block 100 times and being eatin by mosquitos, while teaching the restoration, she told us that she had a vision. she saw herself on a brick wall overlooking a large expanse of water, gazing at the most beautiful sight she'd ever seen, a gorgeous rainbow sunset. She couldn't get it out of her head, and she wanted to be there, she just didn't know how.
Well, last time we met with her, was in the wonderful establishment of mcdonalds. Her vision came up again, and I jokingly said: "well, guess the way to get across the water to the sunset would be to go under it! Gotta get baptized girl!" Instead of a laugh, she stared at me in disbelief and said: "say that again..... " so I repeated and she started freaking out, telling me that I had finally given her the answer she had sought for 20 years. her whole vision had suddenly clicked with her.
So the point being- god knows us. I have heard or seen many conversion stories on my mission, and ALL are different. but all are individually tailored to the person's needs.
Yours can be too. reach out to him, he's reaching back.
Have a great week!
Sister Galli